The previous week I began to realize just how connected everything is and began to see what the Master Key has been explaining all along. Well, this week I am seeing the road map even clearer. First, I want to go back a few weeks ago and share how I began to feel differently inside.
I was not sure if this was happiness or what was happening. All I knew is that I felt different. I was calmer and was responding to situations in new ways. What used to seem important was not important any longer. I knew a shift had taken place internally and it continues to shift which is a fantastic feeling.
This week I have felt as if I am between worlds. Could possibly be the world I knew and then new world that awaits, but I do seem to be in a weird place right now. I continued reading the Master Key Week 20 and for the first time really understood what all of this is about and how instructions are here to help along this journey.
The reason I feel I am between two worlds is because my external world does not seem to match my internal world. I feel the changes internally and do not see changes externally yet. I am thinking this is a process and that this is where persisting is key, yet it is difficult somedays.
This week we have been asked how we can use guilt, anger, hurt feelings, fear, and unworthiness as tools for expansion. I have been learning to step back when fear pops up, get more information and keep moving forward. That fear means I am actually moving in the correct direction.
Much to my surprise this week unworthiness flashed through my mind pouring in lots of other feelings along with it. I had not thought of myself as unworthy or really had that on my radar. Yet, I saw a glimpse of something that could possibly be holding me back from the next step in my life and crossing over into the new world.
I am going to keep looking for ways to use this unworthiness as a tool and continue with the readings and exercises to see if this helps me be more in the Universal flow.